Chapter 166: Love or Hate - Part【1】
It is instantaneous the way my cheeks flush feverishly, the way I swallow moistening my parched throat that is engulfed by a raging desire to devour and the way my dry cunt dampens to the wicked sight of my nude dripping male. I should have thought this through.
The rhythms of my heart quicken and my chest heaves as my eager blues take a sensually slow scan of his tattooed muscled flesh, it has been so long since I have beheld his rugged bestial magnificence this way. Being away from someone you love usually has the effect of rapid weight loss just like what occurred to me when I was a juvenile and Phobos left me.
But this male of mine is nothing like that rather his muscles look much more prominent and toned to my thirsty eyes. The way his brawny biceps and shoulder blades tense and wickedly flex to the slightest of his movements, the way the firm abs of his belly tauten as he bathes has my knees weaken and my legs buckle with the weight of my sinful need that engulfs me whole.
In my absence, he had gotten even more physically stronger more ferocious and wild. His apparent changes do not startle me at all rather it tests and tantalizes me with each passing day. With heavily aroused hooded eyes, I monitor how his fingers clamp around his veined cock that is starting to awaken from slumber to my presence whilst he scrubs it with the soap\'s froth.
He gradually tilts his face slightly to the side his darkened blues colliding with my narrowed dilated ones. Goddess save me from his cruel seduction, I cannot help but want to crawl towards my moon blessed on my hands and knees and await his filthy onslaughts.
"Yes." He replies with a throaty grunt his eyes narrowing as though daring me to oppose his decision.
"Y-You cannot! I am against it." I jut my chin out and exhibit my bitterness at his conclusion to do so. How can he massacre wolves who are innocent, who have not gone against him in any way?
"That has nothing to do with me." There is a plunging seriousness in the tone of his sonorous voice as he twists the shower knob and calmly wanders towards the wooden cabinet with the fogged-up mirror.
"I meant what I said before, you cannot do this. They have done no wrong they did not keep me there by force. I continued to stay there on my own will and you know this." I plead with him, I cannot have them butchered for my sins. He must show mercy this time for they hold no blame or guilt but me.
Phobos merely draws out a tucked towel and swiftly binds it around his waist attempting to escape me for he does not want to take part in this. He does not speak to me showing me that this conversation is the least of his worries or interest, I cannot do anything to change his mind for he has made his judgment and will deliver the suitable punishment as he sees fit.
"Phobos." I trail after him like a lost pup remaining hot on his heels as he marches toward the open kitchen continuing to disregard me. "If you think ignoring me will arrest my trials to stop you, you are mistaken you barbarian! Must you be so bloodthirsty?"
My words have him freeze in his tracks and whirl around to face me at an indescribable speed that has me take a stumbling step away from his fiery heat. His infuriated glare sends a trail of uneasy tremors down my spine but I stay rooted to my spot. "You know my ways. You know the uncompromising rules I abide by. An eye for an eye is what I live by, Theia.
If I show weakness here my enemies will take this as their advantage some might even see it as an opportunity to go against me. It is not just you that I need to protect, I have our male and our wolves. I am the Alpha."
"I understand the reasons behind your decision to wage war upon them, I am familiar with your ways but please can\'t you let this slide just this once?"
"Are you even aware of what you are asking from me this moment?" He snarls furiously baring his pointed canines to me as he takes a terse step forward to capture my slender wrist in a delicate yet firm grip whilst jerking me to him.
"Yes. But you are so blinded by the sense of betrayal and madness that still lingers within you that you are failing to see you will be slaughtering innocent wolves in your need to retaliate. That is wrong Phobos and you know this."
"I am doing my duty as an Alpha. And they are not innocent, the day Tadeas was born they knew just whom you belonged to. Yet that pup who calls himself an Alpha did not send a message to me as he should have.
He permitted my female to remain on his lands despite knowing I was on the hunt for her and for his actions he will pay with his life." His face is so very imminent to mine that the heat of his breath scorches my skin and sets me ablaze filling me up with an unfathomable urgency to have him inside me. To sample his scalding skin and his delectable mouth.
This seductive male of mine is driving me wild and he does not even know it.
"It is because I requested it," I unhesitantly express my truth and his eyes widen lightly to my words.
"You requested him to not let me know of your presence there?"
"Yes. He was going on a trip with his female and younger sister. I asked him to let me stay for a little while longer in their absence and I promised him no harm would come to his pack or family. So please do not do this."