Chapter 231 229. Sandra POV
Chapter 231 229. Sandra POV
Oh how excited I was to finally put her to sleep and go see Alex, a boy who stole everything from her.
Nothing left of her that solely belongs to her, her breath was his, her dreams of his, Her body was his even she would feel like it belongs to him.
Maybe this is how it feel to be in love, A belief that transcend the bounds of logic and reasoning.
Till this afternoon she did not even know about him but it\'s just midnight and she completely and utterly fell head over heels for him. There is a strong thought in her mind that she can do anything for him, anything as now he is hers now.
Though he is angry because he misunderstood her intention because of the sudden reveal of background, But she knows once she clarifies that to him, Everything will be fine.
But since when do I am fortunate enough for things to go this smoothly for me, Fate has seen me being too happy and so it decided to punish me for it.
When I come here, I heard the loud moans of the women. Even though the ward door is airtight, She still heard the voice clearly. It\'s of a mature woman that is coming from the ward.
And when I saw the face of Grace, I knew it should not be anyone other than her mother. Though I felt weird but if this woman is having this kind of a sex then she should be healthy now, isn\'t it?
So for a moment, I felt happy for Grace, Now she should not have to worry too much, Her mother is fine.
After of this is the only woman who was supporting her, Teaching her what to do and not to do in front of Alex. Even though she does not have to, she telling her ways to solve the misunderstanding she has with Alex..
So this Grace is so strange, Even knowing she is fighting for Alex love which makes the two of them enemies, She is still helping her to this degree.
To which I didn\'t know whether to call her a woman with principles, have a big heart or an utter fool either the case, I have a good feeling about her. If it is her then maybe, I mean very very strong maybe don\'t mind sharing some of her Alex.
It\'s just the next moment I was left in shock because I heard a man\'s voice, Is is not strange as to what is going on inside the ward but that voice was too familiar.
She didn\'t wants to believe it but that voice is imprinted in her soul, She can\'t mmisunderstandit, It is Alex inside having an illicit act with the mother of her new friend cum enemy.
For a moment she stood still in a place not able to process what was happening, she learned and knew that Alex needed to have sex with women because of his dual cultivation physique.
To which she still not able to get used to it, She already planned to find a good girlfriend to ask help and love this issue of hers, She could have know the ways to male sure he would be safe and still not have to give in to his urges.
She thought about everything well. After all, after the literally being sold by her family for the profit, Alex is the only good thing that happens to her. She didn\'t want to ruin or share that with anyone at all.
Yet before she even gets to taste her newfound joy, her hope and dream were crushed by the moans of the women who now she hates to her core.
Yes that women should have taken advantage of Alex\'s vulnerability, If not, Alex would have never done this to women twice of his age. He is not that kinda man.
Oh how badly she wanted to barge in and grab the hair of the woman who was taking advantage of her beloved before throwing her out in the street but she stopped herself from doing so.
Currently she is no one to Alex, Even if that woman taking advantage of Alex\'s vulnerability, This should be still a consensual act, So her bargaining in like that is just going to ruin her image in the eyes of Alex more.
Not to mention her doing so would also be going to embarrass him, Which can been seen as she shaming Alex for his condition, Which not only hurt his heart but might even make him hate her.
This is the last thing Sandra wants, No, She can\'t lose him now. He is the only ray of the hope in her dark world, She doesn\'t want to go back to her bleak life, If you even can call it that.
Before she was just following a schedule, trying to get back that lost control of life from the forces she was so dwarfed in front of it.
She knew she would be lose. She was just doing to spite others, Then go out guns blazing. At least that way she is able to look in the mirror and say she did her best to herself.
But it all changed when he came into her life. It\'s not that long time since he appeared but every second she spent with him made her feel alive. It made her realize that there are many things that are worth fighting for.
The hidden life she left behind way in the past, The one she was adamant she would never return to felt like it would not be that bad to return to, use that power to reclaim the right of herself.
Then she can, with a high head, stand with Alex and ask him to be with her. She can have the power to give him the dream life, and so so much other things.
But right now, There was nothing but fury left in her heart, She didn\'t know for whom that fury belongs, Gloria? Grace? To herself or Alex? She just doesn\'t know.
She doesn\'t want to feel this way, not towards Alex as that poor thing could not even be able to control himself but a disgusting feeling still came up even after knowing that.
She also doesn\'t want to feel angry towards Grace, like what she did? She has been just helping her since the beginning, And yet she can\'t help but be furious as this woman is related to the hag inside the ward.
Of course, there is justifiable rage and fury towards Gloria and yet unwillingly she could not able to solely blame Gloria even when she so badly wanted to.
As she also hates herself, Why? Why did she allow this to happen? If she never left his side then it would never happen, She would have been there to take care of his needs.
Even if he was angry she should have stayed with him but she didn\'t and see what happened.
She didn\'t know how long she had been standing outside with equally shocked Grace, Then she made the mistake she should have never would have done, She peeked inside from the semi-transparent gap in the door glass.
This set her whole being on fury of rage, The rage she didn\'t know where it came from was burning in her heart.
Before she could recover, They heard the painful groan of Alex with violent coughing coming out of the ward.
Grace was first to snap out of her trance as she rushed towards the ward door wanting to rush in and see what happened to Alex.
"No Grace, Stop!"
She didn\'t know why seeing Grace to rush out like this. She reached her hand and stopped Grace in her tracks with a cold glint in her eyes.
(A/N : Quick question, Do you guys like from first perspective writing (Using I) or 3rd one (Using She)?
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