BXBX NOVEL Chapter 955
Chapter 955: If I had more courage to hold his hand, would I have no regrets? (1)
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Lu Benlai was on a business trip, so he and Leng Nuan arrived two days later than he tiantian, Jiang Yue, and the others.
They arrived at noon, but due to Lin Jiage’s weak body, he slept for a longer period of time every day. On the other hand, Shi Yao, who was pregnant, often fell asleep in the afternoon. As such, the two of them didn’t stay for long, so they had no choice but to leave.
This was the first time Leng Nuan had seen Lu Benlai since the day he ‘got drunk’.
The next day, when Leng Nuan woke up, she sent a text to Lu Benlai asking if he had woken up from his drunken stupor. was he still feeling unwell?
Lu Benlai had replied to her message as well. Even though they had gone on a business trip, Leng Nuan wasn’t sure if it was because of her psychological state, but she couldn’t help but feel that Lu Benlai wasn’t as warm to her as he used to be.
After leaving the hospital, Leng Nuan saw that the weather was very good. She could not help but ask lu benlai, “You... are you still going back to the office in the afternoon to be busy?”
Lu Benlai shook his head. “I don’t have to go back...”
After a pause, Lu benlai asked again, “What’s Wrong?”
“Nothing much. I just feel that the weather has been good recently. Since summer has not arrived yet, I want to go to the Forbidden City for a walk.”
“Sure, I’ll accompany you.”
Hearing Lu Benlai’s usual obedient words, Leng Nuan’s restless mood suddenly calmed down a lot.
Perhaps she was... sensitive and overthinking. He was afraid that he did something that he couldn’t even remember when he was drunk..
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There weren’t many people in the Forbidden City in the afternoon.
Leng Nuan and Lu Benlai strolled around the palaces one by one.
As usual, Lu Benlai would buy water for Leng Nuan, and he would ask her if she was tired. He would also ask her if she was hungry and if she wanted to eat something?
When Leng Nuan heard Lu Benlai’s words, her heart slowly calmed down.
She thought... she was really thinking too much. She was too sensitive, and he was not unhappy..
However, she knew better than anyone that they did not seem to be a couple. She knew that she had wronged him, and she also knew that she was the one with problems..
However, she really did work hard. She had been trying her best to overcome those problems..
With this thought in mind, Leng Nuan tilted her head and glanced at Lu Benlai.
The current him was no longer the same as he was two years ago when he did not have hair. He had a very exquisite haircut, which made his entire person look bright and crisp. It was very pleasing to the eye.
In the past, she never thought that she would be with a boy one day. She also never thought that she would fall in love with someone. Now, every time she saw something that belonged to a man, she would imagine if it looked good on him, would it be suitable for him? Would he be happy if she bought it as a gift for him
Leng Nuan could not help but smile. When she retracted her gaze, her gaze fell on Lu Benlai’s hand. She hesitated for a moment, then moved closer to Lu Benlai. She moved again, and when the distance between the two of them was much closer.., she tried to reach out to hold his hand..
Before she could touch his hand, her fingertips had already begun to tremble uncontrollably.
She tried hard to convince herself. She mustered up her courage again and again, but every time she was just a little bit away from touching his fingertips, she pulled back.
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Many years later, at three o’clock in the morning at night, Leng Nuan recalled this scene for the umpteenth time. She would always ask in her heart, if at that moment, she had more courage and worked harder to hold his hand.., would they have no regrets?